20

oh i'm 20 now weird

Blessing

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

Ah it's the year 2020 may everyone is in the pink of health omg it's been ages since I used that idiom lol Anyways, there's nothing much I wanted to update because I just feel like writing something and so here I am.

I've been enrolling in university since last September and currently on my semester break. Times flies really fast when you don't pay attention to it. Made some new friends and guess what HIHI I'm able to have a group of great friends too. Same goes to my roommates and housemate, Alhamdulillah. Being in this situation makes me realized one thing - I always prayed that He'll blessed me with a bunch of good and nice people around me and looking back, He heard my prayer and blessed me with one. Alhamdulillah, all praises to Him.

Talking about prayers, few days ago I stumbled upon Ustaz Addien 's tweet where a person asked why do we come to Him during our easy but not when we're tested with hardships. To be honest, I did that sometimes. I mean who doesn't? No matter how positive we try to be, at one point, we'll lose ourselves and faith towards him. Even so, I get up again and tried to be as positive as I can and try to  put the trust in Him.

Ustaz responded to the tweet with 2 ayahs from the Alquran Kareem,

"Man is not weary of supplication for good [things], but if evil touches him, he is hopeless and despairing." - 41:49

"And when We bestow favor upon man, he turns away and distances himself; but when evil touches him, then he is full of extensive supplication." - 41:51

It's the human nature to feel like that and to us we must reflect ourselves. May we will be given strength to go through our hardships & keep our faith in Him, Amin. Well maybe I'll stop here it's like almost 2 in the morning see ya next post and happy 2020!

Language

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

It's almost the end of June oh how time flies so fast. I dont really want to write a lot but I just feel the needed to write something. So here it is, i just came across an ig story of one of my following about languages and how she wish to learn more languages in the future. Reading her reply reminds me of how much I wanted to learn foreign languages. How i wish i can speak 4 languages at least :/

In my perspective, languages are important. If you can't communicate, it'll be hard for the other parties to understand. Some may not but some may and that's why we should be prepare. As for my native language, it's Bahasa Melayu which is also a national language used here in Malaysia while my second language is English. Oh, I just remembered something I read few days ago on twitter (credit goes to the owner, thank you for the free lesson! hee~) - the reason why most of Malaysia's ads, promos, posters, etc. are written in English is because English is our second language. If we compare to Indonesia, they will use Indonesian fully and that is because in their country, English is a foreign language so I guess they aren't encourage to use English fully? Please enlighten me if I'm wrong.

Back to myself. I've been interested in learning language ever since I was little. I went to an Indian kindergarten - where they use English as a base/main language. Growing up, my parents provide me a real good source aka dictionary (yay!) for me to learn English more as they see the potential in me. Once, my sister said I'm a crazy nerd because I laughed while reading dictionary when the real side is I was looking for a translation words and never thought it was gonna be a funny translation LOL I was then exposed to the bigger world - internet. That is when I found out about Korean, Japanese, Spanish, German, etc. I swear it is so fun to listen to people talking in a different languages.

When I was around 13-14 years old, I started to learn Korean (only the alphabets) because my friend had influenced me to jump on the kpop & kdrama stuffs and I'm not blaming her. Then, I stopped. When I was 17, I decided to learn German after watching Netflix series - Dark (I SWEAR THIS IS ONE OF MY FAV SERIES GO WATCH IT!) looks like I can be influenced easily lol and stopped when I was 18 because ya gurl is going to college and she is an idiet who can't balance her study life. Skipping to 19 years old, I'm currently continue learning Korean because I'm on a break before entering the university life. So let us all pray that I can finish my Korean for at least 40% and I can pursue in my chosen course, Amin Ya Robbal Alamin.

Just wanted to let you know that I'm learning these languages all by my own. I'm depending 100% fully on Youtube and study/language apps like Quizlet, Mesmerize & Duolingo! :) (am not sponsored lol)

see then cherries x

+ malaysia uses biritsh english  and not american english but sigh, we never taught of the accent :/

College

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah it's been almost 3 weeks since I've graduated from college. A year with strangers who turns out to be my friends. Alhamdulillah again despite me being an introvert and a shy girl back then in school, college has changed me to be a better person. Not too extrovert or introvert. Now i can balance both - I mean when I should be an extrovert and vice versa. You may not believe but one of my wishes came true. I made a lot of friends during college even from different courses and we sometimes hang out together. And i love how it turns out.

My 19th birthday was different this year. I could describe it as a special one. I've never received birthday gifts these past years unless they're from my best friends (I'm so lame ikr??!!) but this year, everything changed. I received a lot and I couldn't thank them enough. I was so touched. I didn't expect any of these happened but it did. Alhamdulillah I thanked Him who blessed me with a sweet and great friends and for that, I'm thankful.

As for studies, it was tough but hey I made it! You know, the rain will always come first for the rainbow to appear. From my experience, a study table is a must. It doesn't matter if you're in school, college or uni. Trust me, it helps you a lot. Also, read before you come to class so you won't feel left behind. Don't be shy and ask anything you're curious about to you lecturers. Insha Allah, they'll help you as long as you show interest in their lessons.

Before I write this post, I was thinking of a long ass paragraph but turns out it is just short lol I don't know what else should I write. If you have any questions, you can find me at any of my social medias or just email me. Insha Allah, I'll reply. 

Oh ya, please make a du'a for me that I could get into any of my first three choices of universities hehe thank you for reading and I hope you had a great day today. May He bless you and your family Amin.

thank you room mates (i look fake omg not suprise)

thank you classmates

thank you prd members

thank you friends since primary

and lastly, thank you lecturers for teaching me. happy advance teacher's day <3

see ya x

Moon

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

speaking of the moon

is it a mirror

to have a reflection on our acts?

or

is it an invisible friend

to let out everything on our chest?

either of them we choose,

usually depending on the mood.

Faziera K

Reflection

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

As you guys know, I'm currently taking a driving lesson and will have a license soon. I thought it was going to be easy because you just use the clutch, brake and a gas. Yes I take the manual instead of auto because it's way safer. I think too deep lol.

When I attend all of the 7 classes, I was actually doing really great. Parked correctly, reversed perfectly but when the day for the test came, I failed. I repeat, I failed. It broke my heart into pieces since I've already told my mom and promise myself to get a job after I passed so I can drive to work but The Almighty truly have His own plan.

I kept thinking why did suddenly I parked carelessly? Why didn't my car parked in the parking lot perfectly as I did before? I questions myself a lot and of course I frequently asked Him to give me the answer because I can find none.

A week later while I was filling in my planner, I came across a page with a quote,

"Allah will make everything beautiful at the right place, at the right time, for the best reason. Always have faith in Allah."

I swear that's really hit me hard. I lost my words. I feel like the time stop ticking. He really gave me the answer. I flipped to a random page and saw another quote,

"If you want something in your life and you aren't praying Tahajjud for it, then in reality you don't really want it - Syaikh Yasir Qadhi"

Ya Allah i feel so bad. So bad for questions too much and didn't realize what I should exactly do. Sometimes it took a few days, weeks, months and even years for Him to give you the answers. Or maybe there's already an answers but you just couldn't figure them out.

Before I leave, I'd like to remind you that whenever you feel low, negative, give up etc. please have some reflection on yourself to think of the answers and build a close relationship between you & Him/God no matter what your religion is because in the end, we will only have Him/God by our side.

talk soon x

Memory

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

So I was in a place just now and a memory came by. It was a day before SPM Addmath 2017 and there's an extra class in school. It's an open extra class so whoever wanted to come, they can.

Mrs C and I were sitting on a desk, taught me how to solve a question that I asked her. A teacher came by - I call her Mrs A. Of course, she wanted to met Mrs C. Before she left, she asked/told Mrs C something but I couldn't remember and for sure I remembered Mrs C replied her, "Yes she is. She's one of my daughter. I know she can do it. She can and will." Not gonna lie that's really makes me shut everything down. Focusing on her words. Replaying the sentence over and over again. Her voices running in my head. I was actually going to cry.

I looked at both of them - smiling. I didn't know what to do because I'm still in awe. Mrs A said, "Yes I'm pretty sure you'll do good and oh here it is. Good luck." While inserted her hand in her handbag, came out with a black pen and gave it to me. I was in shocked. And yes I still keep the pen - one of my favorite pen. Again, I almost cried but hold it on. Trust me, I'm not that kind of person who'll cry in public. Not once.

I said thank you. She smiled and left. Going back home, Mrs C's words were still on replay. You know that feeling when someone trusted and believe in you when you can't and you don't? I felt that. I lose hope. I was unmotivated. I was anxious. She trusted me even when I almost failed my addmath on my Trial SPM. Minus 2 marks and yes I failed. But Alhamdulillah I didn't. And because of that, I started to trust and believe in myself. I pray a lot to Him to ease everything.

3 months later, it was the day. I look at my own result. The second thing I focused on was my addmath. Alhamdulillah all praises to Him. It was my first time crying in public. I couldn't handle the tears and it bursted out like a waterfall. I cried a lot. My eyes and nose turned red. I swear it was the happiest moment in my life if I could bookmark.

All thanks to Him, Mrs C and Mrs A who trusted me, my parents, best friends and also thank you dear self for burning the midnight oil to get an unexpected result. You did great, congratulations. Alhamdulillah.

From what I've learnt, it was crucial to trust yourself. Trust even when you feel like you'll not make it and pray a lot. Insha Allah, if it's your rezk, He'll give it to you. Don't lose hope because I trust you. I hope my story inspired you. Thank you for reading and please ignore my grammar, sorry.

talk soon x

Reasons

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

she thought he was the one

by the way he treated her nicely

calling her name in the cutest way

patting his hand on her head

so she could feel the love

cuddle her in the cold

so he could be the reason behind all her smiles

but nothing stays the same

he cheated

 and that broke her into pieces

he said it was a mistake

but is it a mistake if he did that more than once?

after, she was scared to even live her life

afraid of the sweet talkers that could break her again

in the end, she doesn't trust love

anymore

Faziera K

Clouds

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

at times i wonder,

how does the clouds feel like,

a cotton candy,

a cotton wool,

or maybe,

the bubble from the soap in the bathtub?

Faziera K.

Giving Up

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

if you feel like giving up,

remember those days,

where you'd get up every morning,

even on rainy days,

to complete the days.

if you feel like giving up,

remember those days,

where you'd work hard,

just to impress yourself,

saying,

"hey, you did a great job".

because you know that no one else going to do that for you.

Faziera K.

Skies

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

the skies are blue,

except when it's crying,

gloomy gray all along,

so does my heart,

so does my feeling,

when you touch it,

just to break it apart,

for fun.

Faziera K.

Busy

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

This three weeks (including next week) has been a chaos and busy weeks for me. Ya Allah i'm so exhausted. Can you please help me by slower the time so that i could finished and settle everything up? My headache is going worst like all the veins went to the middle of my forehead that i feel like dying and wanted to sleep the whole day.

Ya Allah, please ease my days, my parents, my family, my friends and all of the people. Amin.

Mid Term

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah setelah 3 minggu berhempas pulas untuk exam mid term, akhirnya cuti pun! YAASSSZZZ. To be honest lah kan, i really like exam but nak tunggu exam habis tu macam "ya allah berapa tahun lagi ni" lol. Entah kenapa kerajaan ni nak buat paper sampai 3 for that one subject like seriously doe??! Tapi okaylah banyak paper sebab takda lah aku hura hura baca semua benda sebab aku ni jenis suka study last minute (contoh buruk ni)

Baca perenggan atas ni pun dah boleh tahu aku ni baru masuk upper form. Kenapa? Sebab over betul merungut aku. Jadi, apa perancangan korang untuk cuti 2 minggu ni? Bercuti bersama keluarga/kawan, makan, main video games atau tidur tak bangun bangun? Ha jangan gelak. Oh ya, those yang amik exam penting this year mesti kena pergi kelas tambahan kan huhu (gelak berjemaah) No worries. Persis mutiara kata, berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian, bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian. Ha amek kau, aku dah masukkan peribahasa karangan. Everything worth in the end when your niat betul. Tolonglah percaya cakap hakak.

Aku pun sama je macam korang walaupun dah habis pt3 tapi next year spm kut. Kalau this year tak faham basic, jahanam lah jawabnya tahun depan. Memang lah orang kata form4 ni tahun 'honeymoon' but i can't see where is it. So kepada adik-adik pt3, siapa yang dah hafal formula matematik tu jangan lupakan formula tu bila habis pt3 sebab spm nanti nak guna balik. Okay? Hakak kau pesan ni sebab dah menyesal teruja habis sebab pass pt3 patu bila naik form4 semua benda lupa hahahaha

Untuk cuti kali ni, aku dah niat nak cover balik chapter yang dah belajar sebab 90% of them dah hilang dalam memori sobs. Mungkin niat nak belajar yang tak betul sebab tu senang je lupa hm. Kalau korang nak tahu, aku baru je balik camp huhuhu. Memandangkan aku tak berapa nak aktif bab sukan ni, so better aku join camp or other activities yang tak memudaratkan fizikal aku ceh. Camp kalini under unit uniform and fasi yang train kitaorang dari Pengakap Kelana & Brigade Putera. Kalau tak kena jemur time hujan& bumping bukan camp lah kan haha. 

Jujur lah ek, aku down gila kut bila ice breaking patu dapat member yang cem taik anti-social. Rasa macam "boleh ke ada teamwork kalau macam ni?" After that, aku terus muhasabah diri patu doa supaya sume boleh bergaul hohoho. And guess what, Dia bantu aku wuhuuu. Alhamdulillah. We did a lot of activities.

First thing paling tak boleh lupa time night walk kena tidur kat perhimpunan patu ada lah hamba Allah ni tertendang kepala aku. Nasib tak pijak muka aku. Kalau tak, hancur muka aku. Jangan gelak. Secondly, aku kena berlakon dengan hero(leader kumpulan aku lol) and we have to insert a pickupline in that acting. Aku pun apa lagi en, tahan ah muka malu time dia cakap pickupline tu lulz. Patu en menggigil kut tangan aku time panggil awak-saya (ew) like i had never talk like that with guys plus i had never talk with guys selalu even with my guy friends. Thirdly, lakonan mak jemah jual jamu mak dara siap insert kdrama punya scene hahahahaha ni paling tak boleh blah. Lastly, cikgu Ham nak pindah. Masa cikgu cakap cemtu en hati aku memang dah luruh ah macam musim autumn. Siapa nak ajar physics lepas ni? Siapa nak jadi cikgu kelas aku lepas ni? :((((((

Okay taknak lah cerita lebih pasal camp ni. Sedih tahu tak (sendiri type patu sendiri sedih nyampah mak)

See you again, xoxo

Study Tips

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

Hi there people! It does feel good to be back here in my blog hehe dah bulan kedua dalam 2k16(cubaan nak jadi maju lol) ni baru nak update blog. Kenapa? Kenapa lambat sangat update? Jawapannya jeng jeng jeng hahaha sebab takda cerita yang boleh aku kongsikan bersama. Mungkin untuk entry kalini akan ku bahaskan beberapa topik yang tak berapa nak menarik tapi boleh dijadikan pedoman serta panduan hidup(wow so bm)

So basically, last year aku jalani kehidupan sebagai pelajar FORM3(saja je nak capslock) and batch aku adalah batch kedua yang amik PT3. From what I have been through last year, I've got a few things that are very very good to apply in our studies. Ah, kesah apa aku kau nak tahu ke taknak tahu. Ok, maaf.

Apa yang ada di ingatan aku, untuk subjek pi aku bersama tentera-tentera aku semua study last minute sebab rasa dah pro(bajet betul). Disebabkan perkara tu, aku pun pergilah youtube untuk cari tips-tips study last minute(tolong gelak) dan aku terjumpa satu video ni yang memang inspired gila sampai aku terus buat lepas tengok video tu hahaha

1. FLASHCARD

Benda ni sangat sangat sangat membantu kau especially benda/subjek tu banyak gila info. As an example macam sains/bio/kimia, pi(bab tertentu), sejarah& maths/addmaths/prinsip akaun/fizik. Ya, aku sangat percaya yang kita ni semua termasuk aku sangat malas nak baca buku dan buat nota. So, aku sarankan kita buat flashcard. Senang nak ingat lepastu kalau kau pergi jenjalan ke balik kampung ke kau boleh bawak sekali benda ni. Lantaklah orang nak cakap kau bajet pandai ke apa tengok nanti siapa yang jadi perdana menteri dulu(peh expection melebih hahahahha)

2. RAINBOW

Ok tips ni untuk mereka mereka yang suka buat nota dan hidup happy-go-lucky. Tapi kalau hidup kau sedih memanjang pun aku sarankan untuk ikut tips ni. Kau akan perlukan pelbagai marker, pen dan kertas dengan warna ceria. Baru semangat nak belajar kan! Ha kat nota tu kau buatlah lawo lawo& kreatif sampai kawan kau cakap "peh kreatif gila kau ni" tapi ko jangan bangga pulak sesunggunya nikmat tu Dia yang kurniakan.

3. MUSIC
Mesti excited kan baca tips yang ketiga ni? Ha tahu dah. Untuk study, korang takpayahlah dengar lagu-lagu yang korang tahu tu. Maksudnya lagu yang ada lirik. Seeloknya korang dengarlah lagu instrumental yang tak mendayu sampai kau rasa ngantuk dan tak terlalu "disco" sampai buku atas meja pun kau biarkan terbuka sebab enjoy sangat dengan lagu tu, ish bawak mengucap. Selalunya aku dengar lagu instrumental ni through drama-drama yang aku pernah tengok. Ala macam that one drama yang dah sampai part bahagia dia kat mana lagu background dia sangat sangat menyentuh perasaan hahaha. Korang pun boleh cari kat playlist spotify(search study instrumental/instrumental song). For me, kalau kat spotify aku lebih suka dengar bunyi ombak laut(bukan ombak rindu eh) sebab rasa dekat dengan nature dan amat menenangkan(ceh)

4. SOLAT

Rajinkan diri untuk solat. Mesti ramai yang payahkan bila sentuh bab solat ni? Ya, aku pun malas jugak bila nak solat ni tapi bila fikir mana tahu lepas beberapa saat ni tetiba aku mati en uish seram sis. Back to our tips, kenapa solat pulak? Apa kaitan solat dengan belajar? So, solat ni actually salah satu jalan untuk kita mohon sesuatu daripada Allah. Nak bahagia? Solat. Nak berjaya? Solat. Time azan pun kita dah boleh tahu, Allah seru kita "marilah menuju kejayaan". So apa alasan korang untuk taknak solat? Untuk step awal ni, buat solat yang wajib. Nanti bila dah full& dah rajin solat wajib, buat pulak solat sunat. Tak rugi pun. Jangan lupa baca Al-quran pulak. Kalau boleh sehari tu, atleast 1page pun takpe. Atleast lah atleast. Okay? Jangan korang cakap "dia cakap satu hari baca 1 page je, hm baca 1 page je lah" JANGAN JANGAN JANGAN DAN JANGAN AKU HEMPUK KEPALA KAU NANTI.

So yeah aku rasa ini je tips yang aku ada sebab aku malas nak tengok balik video tu dan campurkan ke dalam entry kali ni hahahha. Harapnya tips ni dapat membantu korang untuk berjaya dunia dan akhirat. Amin. Goodluck untuk semua exam yang korang akan lalui for this year until the end korang belajar! :)

"There is no elevator to success. You have to take the stairs." - a quote from google

Camping

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

YAAAAYYY FAZIERA DAH BALIK CAMPING HUEHUEHUE

Baiklah, sepertimana yang korang dah baca atas ni dengan bangganya aku nak bagitahu yang aku dah balik from camping(tepuk gemuruh sambil jerit woo) Over kan? Biasalah hahahaha

First day tu rasa macam lemah gila sebab perasaan malas tu masih ada. Eh kemon lah orang nak cuti bukan nak pergi kem!!?!?!?!?!1? Kem tu start 19-21 Nov yang lepas. So memory serta kenangan manis masih terletak di hati dan otak(bayangkan otak kita macam cerita inside out). Fasi yang train kitaorang dari pdrm. Memang betul-betul disiplin weh. Kalau kata pukul 9, 8:45 mesti dah ada. Serius bagus.

Lepas dah daftar apa sume tu, kitaorang ada ice breaking. Alah, biasalah tu kan one of common things yang perlu ada dalam kem hahahaha. Malam tu kitaorang buat night walk& owl walk kut. Nak diceritakan, kelakar jugaklah night walk kitaorang. Sekolah kat bandar, hutan pun takda sangat kat sini. Just then, kitaorang pergi "kind-of-hutan" sebelah sekolah kitaorang. Tak seram sangat sebab baru pukul 10pm and kitaorang habis night walk dalam pukul 12am gitu. Next, kitaorang pergi sekolah& buat owl walk.

Owl walk ni kena jalan sensorang dengan mata covered with any cloth. Fasi cakap, kalau ada benda datang kacau ke, panggil/jerit api. Alhamdulillah lah diorang punya trick langsung takda takutkan aku. Logiklah, mana ada hantu jejak tanah(senyum sinis). Dalam pukul 2am gitu baru kitaorang masuk tidur.

Hari kedua, fasi ajar seni pertahankan diri ikut polis punya. Aku rasa time tu, thigh aku nak pecah kut HAHAHAHAHA. Masa tengahari kitaorang kena denda sebab bising waktu makan padahal tak pun. Sengaja je nak dera. Fasi bagi 5minit je untuk habiskan nasi yang penuh dalam tupperware. After that, kitaorang pergi jungle trekking kat tempat night walk semalam tapi guna jalan jauh. Peh, dah lah time tu hujan. Serious do, masa jungle trekking tulah paling best. Kena rendam kat lumpur,bila bunyi bom cepat-cepat baring macam askar tengah perang no matter kau tengah berdiri kat mana pun hahhahaha.

Malam tu, kitaorang buat persembahan. Anything as long as dalam persembahan kitaorang ada isi tentang kepimpinan(well, it's the prefect camp why not?) Oklah nak jujur ni, time ni lah aku rapat dengan one of my senior(perempuan of course) yang tua setahun hahaha. Dia siap cakap, kat sekolah kita takda pun tegur kan, dekat kem ni barulah nak kenal. Pasni jangan tk tegur pulak" Aku memang dah lama admire dia gila sebab dia macam sumber inspirasi nak berjaya.

Masa nak tidur tu, kena denda sebab pukul 12am still ada yang tak tidur. Apelagi, luangkan masa tidur kat padang ah sampai pukul 1am. Sebelum tidur tu, kena merangkak dalam 50m gitu lah. Patu nak patah balik kena jalan itik ya allah dia punya seksa tu hahahaha mencabar. Then, baru kitaorang kena guling guling atas padang tu. Balik bilik, terus salin baju lain lah ek hahahahaha

Last day tu ada sikit drama nangis nangis hahaha penipu betul kata takda drama. Patu kitaorang balik bilik, kemas barang untuk balik. Memang kau akan kata seronok kalau kau pun ikut sekali. Terima kasih kepada semua fasi, inspektor, sm ramli& tuan hasbullah sebab trained kitaorang macam ni! Really hope that next year ada aktiviti yang lebih lasak& mencabar hehehehe

xoxo

balik rumah time malam, tetiba badan dah rasa dedor sebab jungle trekking time hujan hahaha sampai batuk teruk. gatal tekak :((

Morning Routine

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

Alright, so today i'll be sharing with you guys my morning routine (tiba tiba dapat idea) when it's holiday. Since both my parents punya cuti tak sama dengan anak-anak mereka, terpaksalah aku duduk rumah. Boleh je kalau nak keluar ke lepak-lepak dengan kawan, tapi tulah aku ni memang dah malas (gelak sinis)

Selalunya orang buat morning routine ni guna video, upload kat youtube. Sampai turn aku je, typing kat blog (due to some reasons) hahahahaha taktahu pulak kalau ada orang buat morning routine kat blog. But if you have one or find/found one, please link it to me! Janganlah simpan sorang sorang. Benci tau.

Baiklah, saya akan mulakan morning routine saya kahkahkah

1. Mandi
Bila aku bangun pagi je, automatically aku akan terus mandi. Takdanya nak tunggu siap sarapan ke makan tengahari baru nak mandi. Disiplin kan i? Hahahaha gurau lah bang. Jangan serius sangat.

2. Makan
Lepas mandi, aku makan. Aku jenis orang tak boleh nak buat kerja rumah ke apa ke then baru makan. Sebab nanti aku rasa macam nak mati HAHAHSHAH. Selalunya aku terus makan nasi dalam pukul 10 ke 9 gitew. Dah terbiasa makan nasi sebab ikut jawo kahkahkah.

3. Kerja
Selepas makan tu, marilah kita lakukan kerja(amal) rumah yang telah ditinggalkan oleh mama (rumah aku takda bibik). Biasanya nak start buat kerja-kerja ni sume amik masa 10 minit sebab kekonon nak rehat dulu guling guling depan tv hahaha. Kerja rumah tu takdalah berat sangat. Cuma angkat kain, sidai kain, masak air, masak nasi ha tu je. Kalau aku rajin tu aku lipat kain, sapu, mop, vakum rumah patu bersihkan sarang labah labah, cat rumah warna baru HAHAHAHAHAHA DASAR PENIPU

4. Freedom
Then, bila semua kerja rumah tu dah siap, aku bebas nak buat apa pun. Usually lah aku akan bosan bila semua kerja tu dah siap so aku cari alternatif. Contohnya? Contohnya tengok anime ke tidur ke baca blog orang ke main handphone ke. Tapi ingat, jangan sampai lalai.

Ha tu je kut morning routine aku. Kalau korang bosan lah kan, boleh je hidupkan diri dengan hiburan-hiburan wajib macam baca alquran ke terjemahan dia, solat sunat, qada' solat. Ha, ni lagi satu. Janganlah terlalu "wajibkan" sunat sampai terlupa yang wajib hahahaha bahaya tu. Lagipun, cuti cemni seronok kalau dapat puasa ganti/puasa sunat. Kenapa? Sebab kita tak penat sangat. Waktu masuk maghrib pun awal. Takkan nak tunggu tahun depan baru nak ganti puasa kan? Fid'yah kena bayar.

Aku harap korang seronok& dapat ambik sikit manfaat lepas baca penulisan aku yang tak seberapa ni. Yelah, baru 15 tahun huehuehue

Have a nice day ahead :)

I'm Back!

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

It's been like 10  months or something i have been hiatus (laugh) Well, days was good but sometimes hard and complicated. That is why it is called LIFE.

Sebenarnya aku buat entry ni pun takda idea nak tulis and cerita pasal apa sebab dah memang takda idea hahahaha. Sebelum exam pt3 haritu, dah macam macam benda aku list nak buat tapi bila dah habis exam ni ya allah satu benda pun aku tak buat hahahahahaha ni lah perangai sebenar aku

Lepas exam ritu, cikgu nak guna a few classes sebagai dewan untuk budak budak spm (so time spm nanti dah tak payah kemas dewan untuk exam) which includes my classroom sobs. Seriously, lifeless do kitaorang macam orang takda rumah berjalan satu sekolah classmates semua hilang bersepah hahahaha beria betul aku cerita. Alhamdulillah about a few weeks later, cikgu dah jumpa tempat perlindungan bagi anak anak dia.

Starting from that onwards, kerja kitaorang jadi mudah dan senang sebab apa? sebab kitaorang tengok movie everytime datang sekolah. Each day 2 movies. Kalau lah kau berada kat situasi aku ni, kau rasa nak cuti sekolah ke nak datang sekolah? :,)

Hm, nak cerita apa lagi ha? Macam dah takda hahahaha kalau ada anything yang korang nak tanya, go through my ask.fm account which i have link beside!

Bye, see you when i will get to see you!

Hiatus

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, Assalamualaikum

Yay, harini aku memang sangat rajin nak update new entry wehehe. Lepasni, maybe aku takkan bukak dah sume social things ni. Hakak kau ni nak pt3 dik, mana boleh memain dah 

Perasaan takut tu memang lah ada kan. Tapi instead of takut kita sebenarnya gementar, gemuruh (is it the same meaning?) sebab benda ni lah penentu masa depan kita. Kadang tak percaya & yakin dengan diri sendiri sama ada kita boleh buat ke tak.

Walau apa pun, teruskan usaha rakan rakan, termasuk aku lulz. Semoga kita berjaya, amin.

See you again in next entry hehe lots of love <3

If I Stay Collage

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Assalamualaikum

 

Korang ingat lagi tak movie/novel If I Stay tu? Siapa yang tengok movie tu or baca novel tu mesti lah ingat kan! Hehe harini aku nak share something. Apa dia? Hah, mesti korang curious en? Hahahaha

Semalam aku ada jumpa kat instagram sorang ni dia buat poster IFS tapi letak muka dia. Aku pun memula nak tanya, tapi disebabkan perasaan malu aku ni tinggi menggunung, tak jadi lah nak tanya dia

So, tadi aku tanya lah si pakcik google ni cemana nak buat hah pastu nasib aku baik, aku terjumpa satu blog ni dia bagitahu cemana nak buat. Aku pun bukak blog dia dan jeng jeng jeng dia bagi link cemana korang boleh buat benda ni. Ingatkan nak post gambar yang aku dah buat tapi nevermind lah, muka saya huduh sangat

Ni link dia SINI. Tapi satu je masalah kat poster ni, dia tak boleh nak tukar nama "Chloe Grace Moretz" tu kepada nama kita. So, korang bolehlah acah acah yang korang ni CGM hahahahaha

Annyeong x ((credit; Lis Les Livres))

p/s; maaflah ye kalau aku ni lame nak mampos, sebab tak pernah pun terfikir nak buat ceni

Online Shops; Instagram

 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Assalamualaikum

Harini aku nak update pasal instagram online shops hehehe. Ye, aku akan bagi account yang selamat untuk korang sume shopping. Kekadang tu aku ada lah gak en teringin nak beli tapi rasa menyusahkan parents pulak nak bank-in duit hahaha 

Kepada korang yang nak beli barang yang memang dah lama korang cari tapi tetap tak jumpa, yang first time nak try online shopping dan si window shooping (macam aku lol) boleh teruskan baca entry ni sampai habis hew

Aku malas nak bebel bebanyak so aku terus bagi korang je okay? 

Girl Stuffs;

candychiffonskirt_rm25 // skirts

blooberryshoppe // wide shawl&bawal

fjwardrobe // baggy dress

hijabbyus // wide shawl

staymodesty // handsocks&socks

malaquehijab // wide shawl&bawal

hasnurhaniim // handsocks/dress/tudung labuh/socks

zuzadotes // dress abaya (custom made)

freneticism // handmade&accessories

Muslims Stuff;

darlinas_wardrobe // Al-Quran warna warni

One Direction Stuff;

onedirectionshopmy // (kawan aku punya)

Kpop Stuffs;

98store_

klm_gage

aweenariffincollection

glittecrownshop

dazedkstore // (kalau nak beli album, aku suggested beli kat sini sebab aku rasa murah sikit kut)

Polaroid/Instax Stuffs;

thirshoppe // instax camera original from FujiFilm

kakiaart // print polaroid 20pcs for RM10 (it's cheap isNT?!)

Phones/Laptop Stuffs;

xenthic_ // totebags pun ada tau (custom made)

rebelpopmerch // (custom made)

truejannah

redstella // shawl pun ada tau

Tumblr Stuffs;

witxhlabel

heydiyers

Okay done with that. Semoga korang sume puas hati lah ya. Sume account ni memang trusted punya and tidak perlu diragu ragu. Aku sendiri follow diorang ni. Kalau still ragu ragu jugak, pergi follow then tengok diorang punya feedback dari customer 

See you in next post x

p/s; entry ni bukan nak promote orang punya insta tau. Aku cuma nak share dengan korang yang belum tahu tu je, sekian x